So Happy and Proud: Obama Clinches ItAP tally: Obama clinches Democratic nomination
I preferred Kucinich; I preferred Edwards. But during this campaign I believe Obama has shown himself to be the leader we keenly need to get past the politics of fear and division, to heal and begin again to sustain this democracy. It strikes me as the most rare and felicitous stroke of luck that a "real leader" has stepped forward just when we most need leadership. Can Obama really help awaken that can-do American magic, help us pull together through the interlocking crises of climate change, economic vulnerability, eroded civil rights, and weakened physical security? Maybe. And that's enough to make me cry with happiness and pride.
We made the right choice. Democrats, Republicans, independents - everyone. We did good.
We chose hope and kindness, rather than anger, blame, fear, and division. We chose to take a political risk rather than to play it safe. We nominated a black man with an exotic name - in place of the establishment insider whose politics-as-usual approach has little hope of helping our nation rise above the fix we've gotten ourselves into.
While Hillary Clinton would have been a vastly more competent and caring leader than Bush during crises like Katrina - I believe that only a unique talent like Obama, who has shown that he can awaken and inspire the best in people, can help us pull together without panic, blame and despair, through the wild ride we are likely to be facing in the years ahead.
On the day after the Iowa caucus, I woke with a kind of happiness that I'd never felt before. It was a little like how I felt when my son was born - precious and limitless potential - deep contentment. It was a little like the happiness of getting married, of graduating college, of my mother celebrating 10 years sober after decades of pain. It was maybe closest to the feeling I had on Christmas morning at 10 years old after a completely sleepless night. I saw my happiness that morning after Iowa as a big jewel shining and turning in the middle of me, beaming out intense light.
I'm 46 now. It's been 30 years or more that the reality of racism has been unfolding for me, starting with the "N" word being thrown at a friend in high school while we were walking together. At the time (and yes, I'm revealing here what an abjectly poor student I was) I thought that US slavery had endedthousands of years previously. The insult truly surprised me, as if someone had used an ancient Greek curse to insult my friend, Sandra. But little by little over the years, the meaning of our history and the reality that racism has persisted has emerged for me.
When my grandmother refused to rent the apartment in her home to a black woman, just a few months after my friend was insulted, I was shocked. Years later, I dreamed that my grandmother lovingly touched the face of a black man and told him that he was beautiful. Then she turned and walked away, young and full of health. I knew she was gone and the phone call informing me of her death, which interrupted my account of the dream to my husband, did not surprise me. Over the years, I've written and erased and written and erased lists of the cruel discoveries I have made -- how harm along color lines, from housing exclusion to infant mortality, to land dispossession, persists. These harms have weighed on me more and more heavily - though they seem to be nearly invisible in the mainstream public discourse.
I don't even know how to think about this. Even talking about disparities along color lines buys into the false divisions and is a slander of difference, of culture, of humanity itself. The self-hatred, the God-hatred, the nature-hatred that is reflected in racism, I have come to believe, is the central issue of our time, and it plays itself out in numerous arenas - perhaps most evident in our outrageous disrespect for nature that has led to climate change.
With this history of pain and confusion, I am so ready to savor this happiness. Americans have taken a risk to nominate to the presidency a person who has demonstrated that he can help people rise above fear and division. Ok, maybe my joy is a bit over the top. But why not savor sweet happiness? America: yes we can!
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